Thursday, June 19, 2008

5 more days

Needless to say I am at the point where i feel frustrated, depressed, a burden among other things. Had to go to the hospital again Wednesday morning and have labor stopped since I am only 35 weeks. I was having regular contractions 3-4 minutes apart and was given another shot of terbutaline which had a harder effect on my physically this time. I have a dr appointment on tuesday afternoon and will be 36 weeks and given the go ahead if I do have labor. The next time I head to the hospital I wont leave without a baby in my arms. Ive been doing a lot of research on if baby is born at 36 weeks and everything looks promising including my dr saying she will be fine. So that is in 5 days. Im trying to stay positive and Aaron is being as supportive as he can. We want a healthy baby but we also want her her and my body is just done being pregnant with all my contractions, aches and pains. Enough of my rant. Besides that everything is well. The weather outside is hellish hot at 112 with no sign of rain :( If it was raining right now I would be standing outside letting it fall on me. Please send good uplifiting thoughts my way for I need them badly.

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