A few more hours

My dr appointment is at 3:15 and we will see where we stand with baby. Last night I had quit a few painful contractions and at the same time addi's cold has settled into my head. I didn't sleep too much last night and I'm very cranky cause of the lack of rest. Hopefully not too much long. Baby is super dupper low and sitting on furniture is very uncomfortable so I spend a lot of time laying or sitting on my ball. Addi is now asleep on the couch which means she probably won't take a nap this afternoon :( I'm trying to not watch the clock but its kind of hard. I will post again today after my dr apointment. Aaron is working at both jobs today so I won't really see him til 9:30 or so tonight. Happy thoughts that Im dialeted more and baby will be earthside soon!!!

5 more days

Needless to say I am at the point where i feel frustrated, depressed, a burden among other things. Had to go to the hospital again Wednesday morning and have labor stopped since I am only 35 weeks. I was having regular contractions 3-4 minutes apart and was given another shot of terbutaline which had a harder effect on my physically this time. I have a dr appointment on tuesday afternoon and will be 36 weeks and given the go ahead if I do have labor. The next time I head to the hospital I wont leave without a baby in my arms. Ive been doing a lot of research on if baby is born at 36 weeks and everything looks promising including my dr saying she will be fine. So that is in 5 days. Im trying to stay positive and Aaron is being as supportive as he can. We want a healthy baby but we also want her her and my body is just done being pregnant with all my contractions, aches and pains. Enough of my rant. Besides that everything is well. The weather outside is hellish hot at 112 with no sign of rain :( If it was raining right now I would be standing outside letting it fall on me. Please send good uplifiting thoughts my way for I need them badly.

Soooo done!

I am 34 weeks and I am soo done being pregnant right now. I have my shower this saturday and also a diamondbacks game that evening. Least to say it will be a full day. My dr is going out of town for a week and a half and I just saw him on thursday so far no change which is good. i weight 160 and everything is fine. He can only see me again before he leaves on Monday but there is no point if i just saw him a few days ago so I tried to cancelled at got attitude on the phone that he HAS to see me before he leaves. Well, Im not going cause ill just see him at my next appointment on the 24th which by then we will start discussing when the baby will be here !!!! Only a few more weeks and it can't come soon enough!! Nothing much this week going on.